My wet pillow

How did man even come up with a pillow even after a mattress spread?

Oh! My pillow yes, is not a high quality made. 

Yet every time I lay my head it gave me a discomfort.

the damp cold texture it turns at night 

makes me wonder 

Is the daylight insufficient? 

I push open the doors and windows not only for the sunlight but the wind to help me dry my wet pillow 

The spell It's on I can't turn it back 

my heart and my mind are at war 

I am told to love myself when no one else could love me 

haha haha 

what a joke 

emotions 

sentiments 

tears 

have become my best friend